Monday, August 29, 2005


'w' nya I wana get married su~~~~~ <== she thinks its a game~~

just read one of my friends blogs and felt like it xD it sounds so cool ^^; but so baka at same time 'w';~

the cool part "male slavery" *jk* the uncool part "big responblity?"

dunno =x maybe its even scary to get married =o like iv seen on tv these wierd american guys who smiles for there gf's and when they get married they snap~
and femal slavery begens 'w';~

that sure freeks people out @_@ i mean just from watching tv i can hate every living one of them .. "only one x.x"

duno why they even exist =/ ... "no need to answer cuz answer came in my head it self just now"

sigh ~ i wonder why am even writing all this crap here ~~ >w<~

and even from tv u can die loving some one you love~~ like once i was watching the operah show and it was about the best couples in US and just hearing how guys were so romantic... you'll melt and end up screaming i love you , to who ever you love..~ there was a story about this guy who got married and every week he use to call his wife mother and thanking her that she gave birth to a wonderful lady "his wife" isnt that so like xx; nice....~~~? its over love @o@!!!! love infinty!

and this other guy who stopped the cars in a traffic light place throwing roses infront of his wife's car saying he loves her infront of lots of ppl..~~

there were lots of couples who were so like amazing @@; , wanted to die that day I sow that show~~ was so cool~~an romantic su ~~~

so TV can destroys a males picture or bildes one~ that's what i think xx; cuz in days i feel hatred and other days I don't~

wired mind of mine that responds with what TV does or say ^^;

feel like playing gb a bit >W< so leave blogi san all alone now~ *hugs blogi~* i stell duno why i write in you ^_^;~


Saturday, August 20, 2005

I am~ evil~

ya i am 'w'~

i jus keep on hurting people ~

what hurts is hurting the closest person to you ^^.. i wish if i stop doing that and get along with a normal life but i cant help it.. i dont know who i think my self is..

today on "TV-one" i sow this game show about 3 teams , there was this team that was a guy and girl , they weren't couples case the didnt look like one xwx;

anyway.. the girl was evil to the guy.. she was his team mate and she's like so spoiled and mean..
and she started saying shes going to quit game "etc" , if she quits.. the guy with her will lose..
he was so nice to her and so "cool" and holding his tempers on her , i think he was British ^^; he talked like one and that girl was American..~
i have no idea how he was so like cool and not mad and he kept trying to calm her down and help her with her bags and he was so nice and she only keeps screaming at him as if he was her servent.. and he was only a team mate ..~

so now when i look at my self towards some one i like.. i end up being like that girl.. but i dont scream >W<;

its just that i feel heartless and evil i dont know why...~

its like in my blood or somthing '';.. a male/female life problem..~

dunno if anyone knows how it feel to hate guys all your life and all of a sudden you like one.. and have a problem in liking..

sigh lame life 'o'~

Friday, August 19, 2005

Didn't use~

^_^; eto..

^^; thought of cheacking this place since moohy sensei came up with the blog thing..~

regesterd here a year ago.. didnt use my accout though ^^..~

thats all su ^^..